Apocryphal, Non-Canonical & Esoteric Texts / The Nag Hammadi Library
The Thunder, Perfect Mind
Chapter 1
1I was sent forth from the power,
2and I have come to those who reflect upon me,
3and I have been found among those who seek after me.
4Look upon me, you who reflect upon me,
5and you hearers, hear me.
6You who are waiting for me, take me to yourselves.
7And do not banish me from your sight.
8And do not make your voice hate me, nor your hearing.
9Do not be ignorant of me anywhere or any time. Be on your guard!
10Do not be ignorant of me.
11For I am the first and the last.
12I am the honored one and the scorned one.
13I am the whore and the holy one.
14I am the wife and the virgin.
15I am <the mother> and the daughter.
16I am the members of my mother.
17I am the barren one
18and many are her sons.
19I am she whose wedding is great,
20and I have not taken a husband.
21I am the midwife and she who does not bear.
22I am the solace of my labor pains.
23I am the bride and the bridegroom,
24and it is my husband who begot me.
25I am the mother of my father
26and the sister of my husband
27and he is my offspring.
28I am the slave of him who prepared me.
29I am the ruler of my offspring.
30But he is the one who begot me before the time on a birthday.
31And he is my offspring in (due) time,
32and my power is from him.
33I am the staff of his power in his youth,
34and he is the rod of my old age.
35And whatever he wills happens to me.
36I am the silence that is incomprehensible
37and the idea whose remembrance is frequent.
38I am the voice whose sound is manifold
39and the word whose appearance is multiple.
40I am the utterance of my name.
41Why, you who hate me, do you love me,
42and hate those who love me?
43You who deny me, confess me,
44and you who confess me, deny me.
45You who tell the truth about me, lie about me,
46and you who have lied about me, tell the truth about me.
47You who know me, be ignorant of me,
48and those who have not known me, let them know me.
49For I am knowledge and ignorance.
50I am shame and boldness.
51I am shameless; I am ashamed.
52I am strength and I am fear.
53I am war and peace.
54Give heed to me.
55I am the one who is disgraced and the great one.
56Give heed to my poverty and my wealth.
57Do not be arrogant to me when I am cast out upon the earth,
58and you will find me in those that are to come.
59And do not look upon me on the dung-heap
60nor go and leave me cast out,
61and you will find me in the kingdoms.
62And do not look upon me when I am cast out among those who
63are disgraced and in the least places,
64nor laugh at me.
65And do not cast me out among those who are slain in violence.
66But I, I am compassionate and I am cruel.
67Be on your guard!
68Do not hate my obedience
69and do not love my self-control.
70In my weakness, do not forsake me,
71and do not be afraid of my power.
72For why do you despise my fear
73and curse my pride?
74But I am she who exists in all fears
75and strength in trembling.
76I am she who is weak,
77and I am well in a pleasant place.
78I am senseless and I am wise.
79Why have you hated me in your counsels?
80For I shall be silent among those who are silent,
81and I shall appear and speak,
82Why then have you hated me, you Greeks?
83Because I am a barbarian among the barbarians?
84For I am the wisdom of the Greeks
85and the knowledge of the barbarians.
86I am the judgement of the Greeks and of the barbarians.
87I am the one whose image is great in Egypt
88and the one who has no image among the barbarians.
89I am the one who has been hated everywhere
90and who has been loved everywhere.
91I am the one whom they call Life,
92and you have called Death.
93I am the one whom they call Law,
94and you have called Lawlessness.
95I am the one whom you have pursued,
96and I am the one whom you have seized.
97I am the one whom you have scattered,
98and you have gathered me together.
99I am the one before whom you have been ashamed,
100and you have been shameless to me.
101I am she who does not keep festival,
102and I am she whose festivals are many.
103I, I am godless,
104and I am the one whose God is great.
105I am the one whom you have reflected upon,
106and you have scorned me.
107I am unlearned,
108and they learn from me.
109I am the one that you have despised,
110and you reflect upon me.
111I am the one whom you have hidden from,
112and you appear to me.
113But whenever you hide yourselves,
114I myself will appear.
115For whenever you appear,
116I myself will hide from you.
117Those who have [...] to it [...] senselessly [...].
118Take me [... understanding] from grief.
119and take me to yourselves from understanding and grief.
120And take me to yourselves from places that are ugly and in ruin,
121and rob from those which are good even though in ugliness.
122Out of shame, take me to yourselves shamelessly;
123and out of shamelessness and shame,
124upbraid my members in yourselves.
125And come forward to me, you who know me
126and you who know my members,
127and establish the great ones among the small first creatures.
128Come forward to childhood,
129and do not despise it because it is small and it is little.
130And do not turn away greatnesses in some parts from the smallnesses,
131for the smallnesses are known from the greatnesses.
132Why do you curse me and honor me?
133You have wounded and you have had mercy.
134Do not separate me from the first ones whom you have known.
135And do not cast anyone out nor turn anyone away
136[...] turn you away and [... know] him not.
137[...].
138What is mine [...].
139I know the first ones and those after them know me.
140But I am the mind of [...] and the rest of [...].
141I am the knowledge of my inquiry,
142and the finding of those who seek after me,
143and the command of those who ask of me,
144and the power of the powers in my knowledge
145of the angels, who have been sent at my word,
146and of gods in their seasons by my counsel,
147and of spirits of every man who exists with me,
148and of women who dwell within me.
149I am the one who is honored, and who is praised,
150and who is despised scornfully.
151I am peace,
152and war has come because of me.
153And I am an alien and a citizen.
154I am the substance and the one who has no substance.
155Those who are without association with me are ignorant of me,
156and those who are in my substance are the ones who know me.
157Those who are close to me have been ignorant of me,
158and those who are far away from me are the ones who have known me.
159On the day when I am close to you, you are far away from me,
160and on the day when I am far away from you, I am close to you.
161[I am ...] within.
162[I am ...] of the natures.
163I am [...] of the creation of the spirits.
164[...] request of the souls.
165I am control and the uncontrollable.
166I am the union and the dissolution.
167I am the abiding and I am the dissolution.
168I am the one below,
169and they come up to me.
170I am the judgment and the acquittal.
171I, I am sinless,
172and the root of sin derives from me.
173I am lust in (outward) appearance,
174and interior self-control exists within me.
175I am the hearing which is attainable to everyone
176and the speech which cannot be grasped.
177I am a mute who does not speak,
178and great is my multitude of words.
179Hear me in gentleness, and learn of me in roughness.
180I am she who cries out,
181and I am cast forth upon the face of the earth.
182I prepare the bread and my mind within.
183I am the knowledge of my name.
184I am the one who cries out,
185and I listen.
186I appear and [...] walk in [...] seal of my [...].
187I am [...] the defense [...].
188I am the one who is called Truth
189and iniquity [...].
190You honor me [...] and you whisper against me.
191You who are vanquished, judge them (who vanquish you)
192before they give judgment against you,
193because the judge and partiality exist in you.
194If you are condemned by this one, who will acquit you?
195Or, if you are acquitted by him, who will be able to detain you?
196For what is inside of you is what is outside of you,
197and the one who fashions you on the outside
198is the one who shaped the inside of you.
199And what you see outside of you, you see inside of you;
200it is visible and it is your garment.
201Hear me, you hearers
202and learn of my words, you who know me.
203I am the hearing that is attainable to everything;
204I am the speech that cannot be grasped.
205I am the name of the sound
206and the sound of the name.
207I am the sign of the letter
208and the designation of the division.
209And I [...].
210(3 lines missing)
211[...] light [...].
212[...] hearers [...] to you
213[...] the great power.
214And [...] will not move the name.
215[...] to the one who created me.
216And I will speak his name.
217Look then at his words
218and all the writings which have been completed.
219Give heed then, you hearers
220and you also, the angels and those who have been sent,
221and you spirits who have arisen from the dead.
222For I am the one who alone exists,
223and I have no one who will judge me.
224For many are the pleasant forms which exist in numerous sins,
225and incontinencies,
226and disgraceful passions,
227and fleeting pleasures,
228which (men) embrace until they become sober
229and go up to their resting place.
230And they will find me there,
231and they will live,
232and they will not die again.