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The Conference of the Birds (Mantiq ut-Tayr)

A Sufi poem by Attar of Nishapur that uses allegory and mystical poetry to describe the soul's journey outside mainstream legalistic theology. Presents Edward FitzGerald's 1889 "Bird Parliament" -- an abridged poetic paraphrase, not a literal translation.

Bird Parliament

1Once on a time from all the Circles seven Between the stedfast Earth and rolling Heaven

2THE BIRDS, of all Note, Plumage, and Degree, That float in Air, and roost upon the Tree;

3And they that from the Waters snatch their Meat, And they that scour the Desert with long Feet;

4Birds of all Natures, known or not to Man, Flock'd from all Quarters into full Divan,

5On no less solemn business than to find Or choose, a Sultan Khalif of their kind,

6For whom, if never theirs, or lost, they pined. The Snake had his, 'twas said; and so the Beast

7His Lion-lord: and Man had his, at least: And that the Birds, who nearest were the Skies,

8And went apparell'd in its Angel Dyes. Should be without — under no better Law

9Than that which lost all other in the Maw — Disperst without a Bond of Union — nay,

10Or meeting to make each the other's Prey — This was the Grievance — this the solemn Thing

11On which the scatter'd Commonwealth of Wing, From all the four Winds, flying like to Cloud

12That met and blacken'd Heav'n, and Thunder-loud With Sound of whirring Wings and Beaks that clash'd

13Down like a Torrent on the Desert dash'd: Till by Degrees, the Hubbub and Pell-mell

14Into some Order and Precedence fell, And, Proclamation made of Silence, each

15In special Accent, but in general Speech That all should understand, as seem'd him best,

16The Congregation of all Wings addrest. And first, with Heart so full as from his Eyes

17Ran weeping, up rose Tajidar the Wise; The mystic Mark upon whose Bosom show'd

18That He alone of all the Birds THE ROAD Had travell'd: and the Crown upon his Head

19Had reach'd the Goal; and He stood forth and said: 'O Birds, by what Authority divine

20I speak you know by His authentic Sign, And Name, emblazon'd on my Breast and Bill:

21Whose Counsel I assist at, and fulfil: At His Behest I measured as he plann'd

22The Spaces of the Air and Sea and Land; I gauged the secret sources of the Springs

23From Cloud to Fish: the Shadow of my Wings Dream'd over sleeping Deluge: piloted

24The Blast that bore Sulayman's Throne: and led The Cloud of Birds that canopied his Head;

25Whose Word I brought to Balkis: and I shared The Counsel that with Asaf he prepared.

26And now you want a Khalif: and I know Him, and his whereabout, and How to go:

27And go alone I could, and plead your cause Alone for all: but, by the eternal laws,

28Yourselves by Toil and Travel of your own Must for your old Delinquency atone.

29Were you indeed not blinded by the Curse Of Self-exile, that still grows worse and worse,

30Yourselves would know that, though you see him not, He is with you this Moment, on this Spot,

31Your Lord through all Forgetfulness and Crime, Here, There, and Everywhere, and through all Time.

32But as a Father, whom some wayward Child By sinful Self-will has unreconciled,

33Waits till the sullen Reprobate at cost Of long Repentance should regain the Lost;

34Therefore, yourselves to see as you are seen, Yourselves must bridge the Gulf you made between

35By such a Search and Travel to be gone Up to the mighty mountain Kaf, whereon

36Hinges the World, and round about whose Knees Into one Ocean mingle the Sev'n Seas;

37In whose impenetrable Forest-folds Of Light and Dark "Symurgh" his Presence holds;

38Not to be reach 'd, if to be reach'd at all But by a Road the stoutest might apal;

39Of Travel not of Days or Months, but Years — Life-long perhaps: of Dangers, Doubts, and Fears

40As yet unheard of: Sweat of Blood and Brain Interminable — often all in vain —

41And, if successful, no Return again: A Road whose very Preparation scared

42The Traveller who yet must be prepared. Who then this Travel to Result would bring

43Needs both a Lion's Heart beneath the Wing, And even more, a Spirit purified

44Of Worldly Passion, Malice, Lust, and Pride: Yea, ev'n of Worldly Wisdom, which grows dim

45And dark, the nearer it approaches Him, Who to the Spirit's Eye alone reveal'd,

46By sacrifice of Wisdom's self unseal'd; Without which none who reach the Place could bear

47To look upon the Glory dwelling there.' One Night from out the swarming City Gate

48Stept holy Bajazyd, to meditate Alone amid the breathing Fields that lay

49In solitary Silence leagues away, Beneath a Moon and Stars as bright as Day.

50And the Saint wondering such a Temple were, And so lit up, and scarce one worshipper,

51A voice from Heav'n amid the stillness said: 'The Royal Road is not for all to tread,

52Nor is the Royal Palace for the Rout, Who, even if they reach it, are shut out.

53The Blaze that from my Harim window breaks With fright the Rabble of the Roadside takes;

54And ev'n of those that at my Portal din, Thousands may knock for one that enters in.'

55Thus spoke the Tajidar: and the wing'd Crowd, That underneath his Word in Silence bow'd,

56Clapp'd Acclamation: and their Hearts and Eyes Were kindled by the Firebrand of the Wise.

57They felt their Degradation: they believed The word that told them how to be retrieved,

58And in that glorious Consummation won Forgot the Cost at which it must be done.

59'They only long'd to follow: they would go Whither he led, through Flood, or Fire, or Snow' —

60So cried the Multitude. But some there were Who listen'd with a cold disdainful air,

61Content with what they were, or grudging Cost Of Time or Travel that might all be lost;

62These, one by one, came forward, and preferr'd Unwise Objection: which the wiser Word

63Shot with direct Reproof, or subtly round With Argument and Allegory wound.

64The Pheasant first would know by what pretence The Tajidar to that pre-eminence

65Was raised — a Bird, but for his lofty Crest (And such the Pheasant had) like all the Rest —

66Who answer'd — 'By no Virtue of my own Sulayman chose me, but by His alone:

67Not by the Gold and Silver of my Sighs Made mine, but the free Largess of his Eyes.

68Behold the Grace of Allah comes and goes As to Itself is good: and no one knows

69Which way it turns: in that mysterious Court Not he most finds who furthest travels for't.

70For one may crawl upon his knees Life-long, And yet may never reach, or all go wrong:

71Another just arriving at the Place He toil'd for, and — the Door shut in his Face:

72Whereas Another, scarcely gone a Stride, And suddenly — Behold he is Inside ! —

73But though the Runner win not, he that stands, No Thorn will turn to Roses in his Hands:

74Each one must do his best and all endure, And all endeavour, hoping but not sure.

75Heav'n its own Umpire is; its Bidding do, And Thou perchance shalt be Sulayman's too.'

76One day Shah Mahmud, riding with the Wind A-hunting, left his Retinue behind,

77And coming to a River, whose swift Course Doubled back Game and Dog, and Man and Horse,

78Beheld upon the Shore a little Lad A-fishing, very poor, and Tatter-clad

79He was, and weeping as his Heart would break. So the Great Sultan, for good humour's sake

80Pull'd in his Horse a moment, and drew nigh, And after making his Salam, ask'd why

81He wept — weeping, the Sultan said, so sore As he had never seen one weep before.

82The Boy look'd up, and 'O Amir,' he said, 'Sev'n of us are at home, and Father dead,

83And Mother left with scarce a Bit of Bread: And now since Sunrise have I fish'd — and see!

84Caught nothing for our Supper — Woe is Me!' The Sultan lighted from his horse. 'Behold,'

85Said he, 'Good Fortune will not be controll'd: And, since Today yours seems to turn from you,

86Suppose we try for once what mine will do, And we will share alike in all I win.'

87So the Shah took, and flung his Fortune in, The Net; which, cast by the Great Mahmud's Hand,

88A hundred glittering Fishes brought to Land. The Lad look'd up in Wonder — Mahmud smiled

89And vaulted into Saddle. But the Child Ran after — 'Nay, Amir, but half the Haul

90Is yours by Bargain' — 'Nay, Today take all,' The Sultan cried, and shook his Bridle free —

91'But mind — Tomorrow All belongs to Me — ' And so rode off. Next morning at Divan

92The Sultan's Mind upon his Bargain ran, And being somewhat in a mind for sport

93Sent for the Lad: who, carried up to Court, And marching into Royalty's full Blaze

94With such a Catch of Fish as yesterday's, The Sultan call'd and set him by his side,

95And asking him, 'What Luck?' The Boy replied, 'This is the Luck that follows every Cast,

96Since o'er my Net the Sultan's Shadow pass'd.' Then came The Nightingale, from such a Draught

97Of Ecstasy that from the Rose he quaff d Reeling as drunk, and ever did distil

98In exquisite divisions from his Bill To inflame the Hearts of Men — and thus sang He —

99'To me alone, alone, is giv'n the Key Of Love; of whose whole Mystery possesst,

100When I reveal a little to the Rest, Forthwith Creation listening forsakes

101The Reins of Reason, and my Frenzy takes: Yea, whosoever once has quaint this wine

102He leaves unlisten'd David's Song for mine. In vain do Men for my Divisions strive,

103And die themselves making dead Lutes alive: I hang the Stars with Meshes for Men's Souls:

104The Garden underneath my Music rolls. The long, long Morns that mourn the Rose away

105I sit in silence, and on Anguish prey: But the first Air which the New Year shall breathe

106Up to my Boughs of Message from beneath That in her green Harim my Bride unveils,

107My Throat bursts silence and her Advent hails, Who in her crimson Volume registers

108The Notes of Him whose Life is lost in hers. The Rose I love and worship now is here;

109If dying, yet reviving, Year by Year; But that you tell of, all my Life why waste

110In vainly searching; or, if found, not taste?' So with Division infinite and Trill

111On would the Nightingale have warbled still, And all the World have listen'd; but a Note

112Of sterner Import check'd the lovesick Throat. 'O watering with thy melodious Tears

113Love's Garden, and who dost indeed the Ears Of men with thy melodious Fingers mould

114As David's Finger Iron did of old: Why not, like David, dedicate thy Dower

115Of Song to something better than a Flower? Empress indeed of Beauty, so they say,

116But one whose Empire hardly lasts a Day, By Insurrection of the Morning's Breath

117That made her hurried to Decay and Death: And while she lasts contented to be seen,

118And worshipt, for the Garden's only Queen, Leaving thee singing on thy Bough forlorn,

119Or if she smile on Thee, perhaps in Scorn.' Like that fond Dervish waiting in the throng

120When some World-famous Beauty went along, Who smiling on the Antic as she pass'd —

121Forthwith Staff, Bead and Scrip away he cast, And grovelling in the Kennel, took to whine

122Before her Door among the Dogs and Swine. Which when she often went unheeding by,

123But one day quite as heedless ask'd him — Why?' — He told of that one Smile, which, all the Rest

124Passing, had kindled Hope within his Breast — Again she smiled and said, 'O self -beguiled

125Poor Wretch, at whom and not on whom I smiled.' Then came the subtle Parrot in a coat

126Greener than Greensward, and about his Throat A Collar ran of sub-sulphureous Gold;

127And in his Beak a Sugar-plum he troll'd, That all his Words with luscious Lisping ran,

128And to this Tune — 'O cruel Cage, and Man More iron still who did confine me there,

129Who else with him whose Livery I wear Ere this to his Eternal Fount had been,

130And drunk what should have kept me ever-green. But now I know the Place, and I am free

131To go, and all the Wise will follow Me. Some' — and upon the Nightingale one Eye

132He leer'd — 'for nothing but the Blossom sigh: But I am for the luscious Pulp that grows

133Where, and for which the Blossom only blows: And which so long as the Green Tree provides

134What better grows along Kaf's dreary Sides? And what more needful Prophet there than He

135Who gives me Life to nip it from the Tree?' To whom the Tajidar — 'O thou whose Best

136In the green leaf of Paradise is drest, But whose Neck kindles with a lower Fire —

137O slip the collar off of base Desire, And stand apparell'd in Heav'n's Woof entire!

138This Life that hangs so sweet about your Lips But, spite of all your Khizar, slips and slips,

139What is it but itself the coarser Rind Of the True Life withinside and behind,

140Which he shall never never reach unto Till the gross Shell of Carcase he break through?'

141For what said He, that dying Hermit, whom Your Prophet came to, trailing through the Gloom

142His Emerald Vest, and tempted — 'Come with Me, And Live.' The Hermit answered — 'Not with Thee.

143Two Worlds there are, and This was thy Design, And thou hast got it; but The Next is mine;

144Whose Fount is this life's Death, and to whose Side Ev'n now I find my Way without a Guide.'

145Then like a Sultan glittering in all Rays Of Jewelry, and deckt with his own Blaze,

146The glorious Peacock swept into the Ring: And, turning slowly that the glorious Thing

147Might fill all Eyes with wonder, thus said He. 'Behold, the Secret Artist, making me,

148With no one Colour of the skies bedeckt, But from its Angel's Feathers did select

149To make up mine withal, the Gabriel Of all the Birds: though from my Place I fell

150In Eden, when Acquaintance I did make In those blest days with that Sev'n-headed Snake,

151And thence with him, my perfect Beauty marr'd With these ill Feet, was thrust out and debarr'd.

152Little I care for Worldly Fruit or Flower, Would you restore me to lost Eden's Bower,

153But first my Beauty making all complete With reparation of these ugly Feet.'

154'Were it,' 'twas answer'd, 'only to return To that lost Eden, better far to burn

155In Self-abasement up thy plumed Pride, And ev'n with lamer feet to creep inside —

156But all mistaken you and all like you That long for that lost Eden as the true;

157Fair as it was, still nothing but the shade And Out-court of the Majesty that made.

158That which I point you tow'rd, and which the King I tell you of broods over with his Wing,

159With no deciduous leaf, but with the Rose Of Spiritual Beauty, smells and glows:

160No plot of Earthly Pleasance, but the whole True Garden of the Universal Soul.'

161For so Creation's Master- Jewel fell From that same Eden: loving which too well,

162The Work before the Artist did prefer, And in the Garden lost the Gardener.

163Wherefore one Day about the Garden went A voice that found him in his false Content,

164And like a bitter Sarsar of the North Shrivell'd the Garden up, and drove him forth

165Into the Wilderness: and so the Eye Of Eden closed on him till by and by.

166Then from a Ruin where conceal'd he lay Watching his buried Gold, and hating Day,

167Hooted The Owl. — T tell you, my Delight Is in the Ruin and the Dead of Night

168Where I was born, and where I love to wone All my Life long, sitting on some cold stone

169Away from all your roystering Companies, In some dark Corner where a Treasure lies;

170That, buried by some Miser in the Dark, Speaks up to me at Midnight like a Spark;

171And o'er it like a Talisman I brood, Companion of the Serpent and the Toad.

172What need of other Sovereign, having found, And keeping as in Prison underground,

173One before whom all other Kings bow down, And with his glittering Heel their Foreheads crown?'

174'He that a Miser lives and Miser dies, At the Last Day what Figure shall he rise?'

175A Fellow all his life lived hoarding Gold, And, dying, hoarded left it. And behold,

176One Night his Son saw peering through the House A Man, with yet the semblance of a Mouse,

177Watching a crevice in the Wall — and cried 'My Father?' — 'Yes,' the Musulman replied,

178'Thy Father!' — 'But why watching thus?' — For fear Lest any smell my Treasure buried here.'

179'But wherefore, Sir, so metamousified?' 'Because, my Son, such is the true outside

180Of the inner Soul by which I lived and died.' Aye,' said The Partridge, with his Foot and Bill

181Crimson with raking Rubies from the Hill, And clattering his Spurs — Wherewith the Ground

182I stab,' said he, 'for Rubies, that, when found I swallow; which, as soon as swallow'd, turn

183To Sparks which though my beak and eyes do burn. Gold, as you say, is but dull Metal dead,

184And hanging on the Hoarder's Soul like Lead: But Rubies that have Blood within, and grown

185And nourisht in the Mountain Heart of Stone, Burn with an inward Light, which they inspire,

186And make their Owners Lords of their Desire.' To whom the Tajidar — As idly sold

187To the quick Pebble as the drowsy Gold, As dead when sleeping in their mountain mine

188As dangerous to Him who makes them shine: Slavish indeed to do their Lord's Commands,

189And slave-like aptest to escape his Hands, And serve a second Master like the first,

190And working all their wonders for the worst.' Never was Jewel after or before

191Like that Sulayman for a Signet wore: Whereby one Ruby, weighing scarce a grain

192Did Sea and Land and all therein constrain, Yea, ev'n the Winds of Heav'n — made the fierce East

193Bear his League-wide Pavilion like a Beast, Whither he would: yea, the Good Angel held

194His subject, and the lower Fiend compell'd. Till, looking round about him in his pride,

195He overtax'd the Fountain that supplied, Praying that after him no Son of Clay

196Should ever touch his Glory. And one Day Almighty God his Jewel stole away,

197And gave it to the Div, who with the Ring Wore also the Resemblance of the King,

198And so for forty days play'd such a Game As blots Sulayman's forty years with Shame.

199Then The Shah-Falcon, tossing up his Head Blink-hooded as it was — 'Behold,' he said,

200'I am the chosen Comrade of the King, And perch upon the Fist that wears the Ring;

201Born, bred, and nourisht, in the Royal Court, I take the Royal Name and make the Sport.

202And if strict Discipline I undergo And half my Life am blinded — be it so;

203Because the Shah's Companion ill may brook On aught save Royal Company to look.

204And why am Ito leave my King, and fare With all these Rabble Wings I know not where?' —

205'O blind indeed' — the Answer was, 'and dark To any but a vulgar Mortal Mark,

206And drunk with Pride of Vassalage to those Whose Humour like their Kingdom comes and goes;

207All Mutability: who one Day please To give: and next Day what they gave not seize:

208Like to the Fire: a dangerous Friend at best, Which who keeps farthest from does wiseliest.

209A certain Shah there was in Days foregone Who had a lovely Slave he doted on,

210And cherish'd as the Apple of his Eye, Clad gloriously, fed sumptuously, set high,

211And never was at Ease were He not by, Who yet, for all this Sunshine, Day by Day

212Was seen to wither like a Flower away. Which, when observing, one without the Veil

213Of Favour ask'd the Favourite — Why so pale And sad?' thus sadly answer'd the poor Thing —

214'No Sun that rises sets until the King, Whose Archery is famous among Men,

215Aims at an Apple on my Head, and when The stricken Apple splits, and those who stand

216Around cry "Lo! the Shah's unerring Hand!" Then He too laughing asks me "Why so pale

217And sorrow-some? as could the Sultan fail, Who such a master of the Bow confest,

218And aiming by the Head that he loves best.'" Then on a sudden swoop 'd The Phoenix down

219As though he wore as well as gave The Crown: And cried — 'I care not, I, to wait on Kings,

220Whose crowns are but the Shadow of my Wings!' Aye,' was the Answer — And, pray, how has sped,

221On which it lighted, many a mortal Head?' A certain Sultan dying, his Vizier

222In Dream beheld him, and in mortal Fear Began — 'O mighty Shah of Shahs ! Thrice-blest' —

223But loud the Vision shriek'd and struck its Breast, And 'Stab me not with empty Title!' cried —

224'One only Shah there is, and none beside, Who from his Throne above for certain Ends

225Awhile some Spangle of his Glory lends To Men on Earth; but calling in again

226Exacts a strict account of every Grain. Sultan I lived, and held the World in scorn:

227O better had I glean'd the Field of Corn! O better had I been a Beggar born,

228And for my Throne and Crown, down in the Dust My living Head had laid where Dead I must!

2290 wither'd, wither'd, wither'd, be the Wing Whose overcasting Shadow made me King!'

230Then from a Pond, where all day long he kept, Waddled the dapper Duck demure, adept

231At infinite Ablution, and precise In keeping of his Raiment clean and nice.

232And 'Sure of all the Race of Birds,' said He, 'None for Religious Purity like Me,

233Beyond what strictest Rituals prescribe — Methinks I am the Saint of all our Tribe,

234To whom, by Miracle, the Water, that 1 wash in, also makes my Praying-Mat.'

235To whom, more angrily than all, replied The Leader, lashing that religious Pride,

236That under ritual Obedience To outer Law with inner might dispense:

237For, fair as all the Feather to be seen, Could one see through, the Maw was not so clean:

238But He that made both Maw and Feather too Would take account of, seeing through and through.

239A Shah returning to his Capital, His subjects drest it forth in Festival,

240Thronging with Acclamation Square and Street, And kneeling flung before his Horse's feet

241Jewel and Gold. All which with scarce an Eye The Sultan superciliously rode by:

242Till coming to the public Prison, They Who dwelt within those grisly Walls, by way

243Of Welcome, having neither Pearl nor Gold, Over the wall chopt Head and Carcase roll'd,

244Some almost parcht to Mummy with the Sun, Some wet with Execution that day done.

245At which grim Compliment at last the Shah Drew Bridle: and amid a wild Hurrah

246Of savage Recognition, smiling threw Silver and Gold among the wretched Crew,

247And so rode forward. Whereat of his Train One wondering that, while others sued in vain

248With costly gifts, which carelessly he pass'd, But smiled at ghastly Welcome like the last;

249The Shah made answer — All that Pearl and Gold Of ostentatious Welcome only told:

250A little with great Clamour from the Store Of hypocrites who kept at home much more.

251But when those sever'd Heads and Trunks I saw — Save by strict Execution of my Law

252They had not parted company; not one But told my Will not talk'd about, but done.'

253Then from a Wood was heard unseen to coo The Ring-dove — Yusuf ! Yusuf ! Yiisuf ! Yu-'

254(For thus her sorrow broke her Note in twain, And, just where broken, took it up again)

255'-suf! Yusuf! Yusuf! Yusuf!'— But one Note, Which still repeating, she made hoarse her throat:

256Till checkt — 'O You, who with your idle Sighs Block up the Road of better Enterprise;

257Sham Sorrow all, or bad as sham if true, When once the better thing is come to do;

258Beware lest wailing thus you meet his Doom Who all too long his Darling wept, from whom

259You draw the very Name you hold so dear, And which the World is somewhat tired to hear.'

260When Yusuf from his Father's Home was torn, The Patriarch's Heart was utterly forlorn,

261And, like a Pipe with but one stop, his Tongue With nothing but the name of Yusuf rung.

262Then down from Heaven's Branches flew the Bird OfHeav'n and said 'God wearies of that word:

263Hast thou not else to do and else to say?' So Jacob's lips were sealed from that Day.

264But one Night in a Vision, far away His darling in some alien Field he saw

265Binding the Sheaf; and what between the Awe Of God's Displeasure and the bitter Pass

266Of passionate Affection, sigh'd Alas — ' And stopp'd — But with the morning Sword of Flame

267That oped his Eyes the sterner Angel's came For the forbidden Word not utter'd by

268Thy Lips was yet sequester'd in that Sigh.' And the right Passion whose Excess was wrong

269Blinded the aged Eyes that wept too long. And after these came others — arguing,

270Enquiring and excusing — some one Thing, And some another — endless to repeat,

271But, in the Main, Sloth, Folly, or Deceit. Their Souls were to the vulgar Figure cast

272Of earthly Victual not of Heavenly Fast. At last one smaller Bird, of a rare kind,

273Of modest Plume and unpresumptuous Mind, Whisper'd 'O Tajidar, we know indeed

274How Thou both knowest, and would'st help our Need; For thou art wise and holy, and hast been

275Behind the Veil, and there The Presence seen. But we are weak and vain, with little care

276Beyond our yearly Nests and daily Fare — How should we reach the Mountain? and if there

277How get so great a Prince to hear our Prayer? For there, you say, dwells The Symurgh alone

278In Glory, like Sulayman on his Throne, And we but Pismires at his feet: can He

279Such puny Creatures stoop to hear, or see; Or hearing, seeing, own us — unakin

280As He to Folly, Woe, and Death, and Sin?' — To whom the Tajidar, whose Voice for those

281Bewilder'd ones to full Compassion rose 'O lost so long in exile, you disclaim

282The very Fount of Being whence you came, Cannot be parted from, and, will or no,

283Whether for Good or Evil must re-flow ! For look — the Shadows into which the Light

284Of his pure Essence down by infinite Gradation dwindles, which at random play

285Through Space in Shape indefinite — one Ray Of his Creative Will into defined

286Creation quickens: We that swim the Wind, And they the Flood below, and Man and Beast

287That walk between, from Lion to the least Pismire that creeps along Sulayman's Wall —

288Yea, that in which they swim, fly, walk, and crawl — However near the Fountain Light, or far

289Removed, yet His authentic Shadows are; Dead Matter's Self but the dark Residue

290Exterminating Glory dwindles to. A Mystery too fearful in the Crowd

291To utter — scarcely to Thyself aloud — But when in solitary Watch and Prayer

292Consider'd: and religiously beware Lest Thou the Copy with the Type confound;

293And Deity, with Deity indrown'd, — For as pure Water into purer Wine

294Incorporating shall itself reline While the dull Drug lies half-re solved below,

295With Him and with his Shadows is it so: The baser Forms, to whatsoever Change

296Subject, still vary through their lower Range: To which the higher even shall decay,

297That, letting ooze their better Part away For Things of Sense and Matter, in the End

298Shall merge into the Clay to which they tend. Unlike to him, who straining through the Bond

299Of outward Being for a Life beyond, While the gross Worldling to his Centre clings,

300That draws him deeper in, exulting springs To merge him in the central Soul of Things.

301And shall not he pass home with other Zest Who, with full Knowledge, yearns for such a Rest,

302Than he, who with his better self at strife, Drags on the weary Exile call'd This Life? —

303One, like a child with outstretcht Arms and Face Upturn'd, anticipates his Sire's Embrace;

304The other crouching like a guilty Slave Till flogg'd to Punishment across the Grave.

305And, knowing that His glory ill can bear The unpurged Eye; do thou Thy Breast prepare:

306And the mysterious Mirror He set there, To temper his reflected Image in,

307Clear of Distortion, Doubleness, and Sin: And in thy Conscience understanding this,

308The Double only seems, but The One is, Thyself to Self-annihilation give

309That this false Two in that true One may live. For this I say: if, looking in thy Heart,

310Thou for Self-whole mistake thy Shadow-part, That Shadow-part indeed into The Sun

311Shall melt, but senseless of its Union: But in that Mirror if with purged eyes

312Thy Shadow Thou for Shadow recognise, Then shalt Thou back into thy Centre fall

313A conscious Ray of that eternal All.' He ceased, and for awhile Amazement quell'd

314The Host, and in the Chain of Silence held: A Mystery so awful who would dare —

315So glorious who would not wish — to share? So Silence brooded on the feather'd Folk,

316Till here and there a timid Murmur broke From some too poor in honest Confidence,

317And then from others of too much Pretence; Whom both, as each unduly hoped or fear'd,

318The Tajidar in answer check'd or cheer'd. Some said their Hearts were good indeed to go

319The Way he pointed out: but they were slow Of Comprehension, and scarce understood

320Their present Evil or the promised Good: And so, tho' willing to do all they could,

321Must not they fall short, or go wholly wrong, On such mysterious Errand, and so long?

322Whom the wise Leader bid but Do their Best In Hope and Faith, and leave to Him the rest,

323For He who fix'd the Race, and knew its Length And Danger, also knew the Runner's Strength.

324Shah Mahmud, absent on an Enterprise, Ayas, the very Darling of his eyes,

325At home under an Evil Eye fell sick, Then cried the Sultan to a soldier 'Quick!

326To Horse! to Horse! without a Moment's Stay, — The shortest Road with all the Speed you may, —

327Or, by the Lord, your Head shall pay for it!' — Off went the Soldier, plying Spur and Bit —

328Over the sandy Desert, over green Valley, and Mountain, and the Stream between,

329Without a Moment's Stop for rest or bait, Up to the City — to the Palace Gate —

330Up to the Presence-Chamber at a Stride — And Lo! The Sultan at his Darling's side! —

331Then thought the Soldier — I have done my Best, And yet shall die for it.' The Sultan guess'd

332His Thought and smiled. 'Indeed your Best you did, The nearest Road you knew, and well you rid:

333And if / knew a shorter, my Excess Of Knowledge does but justify thy Less.'

334And then, with drooping Crest and Feather, came Others, bow'd down with Penitence and Shame.

335They long'd indeed to go; 'but how begin, Mesh'd and entangled as they were in Sin

336Which often-times Repentance of past Wrong As often broken had but knit more strong?'

337Whom the wise Leader bid be of good cheer, And, conscious of the Fault, dismiss the Fear,

338Nor at the very Entrance of the Fray Their Weapon, ev'n if broken, fling away:

339Since Mercy on the broken Branch anew Would blossom were but each Repentance true.

340For did not God his Prophet take to Task? 'Sev'n-times of Thee did Karun Pardon ask;

341Which, hadst thou been like Me his Maker — yea, But present at the Kneading of his Clay

342With those twain Elements of Hell and Heav'n, — One prayer had won what Thou deny'st to Sev'n.'

343For like a Child sent with a fluttering Light To feel his way along a gusty Night

344Man walks the World: again and yet again The Lamp shall be by Fits of Passion slain:

345But shall not He who sent him from the Door Relight the Lamp once more, and yet once more?

346When the rebellious Host from Death shall wake Black with Despair of Judgment, God shall take

347Ages of holy Merit from the Count Of Angels to make up Man's short Amount,

348And bid the murmuring Angel gladly spare Of that which, undiminishing his Share,

349Of Bliss, shall rescue Thousands from the Cost Of Bankruptcy within the Prison lost.

350Another Story told how in the Scale Good Will beyond mere Knowledge would prevail.

351In Paradise the Angel Gabriel heard The Lips of Allah trembling with the Word

352Of perfect Acceptation: and he thought 'Some perfect Faith such perfect Answer wrought,

353But whose?' — And therewith slipping from the Crypt Of Sidra, through the Angel-ranks he slipt

354Watching what Lip yet trembled with the Shot That so had hit the Mark — but found it not.

355Then, in a Glance to Earth, he threaded through Mosque, Palace, Cell and Cottage of the True

356Belief — in vain; so back to Heaven went And — Allah's Lips still trembling with assent!

357Then the tenacious Angel once again Threaded the Ranks of Heav'n and Earth — in vain —

358Till, once again return'd to Paradise, There, looking into God's, the Angel's Eyes

359Beheld the Prayer that brought that Benison Rising like Incense from the Lips of one

360Who to an Idol bowed — as best he knew Under that False God worshipping the True.

361And then came others whom the summons found Not wholly sick indeed, but far from sound:

362Whose light inconstant Soul alternate flew From Saint to Sinner, and to both untrue;

363Who like a niggard Tailor, tried to match Truth's single Garment with a worldly Patch.

364A dangerous Game; for, striving to adjust The hesitating Scale of either Lust,

365That which had least within it upward flew, And still the weightier to the Earth down drew,

366And, while suspended between Rise and Fall, Apt with a shaking Hand to forfeit all.

367There was a Queen of Egypt like the Bride Of Night, Full-moon-faced and Canopus-eyed,

368Whom one among the meanest of her Crowd Loved — and she knew it (for he loved aloud),

369And sent for him, and said 'Thou lov'st thy Queen: Now therefore Thou hast this to choose between:

370Fly for thy Life: or for this one night Wed Thy Queen, and with the Sunrise lose thy Head.'

371He paused — he turn'd to fly — she struck him dead. For had he truly loved his Queen,' said She,

372'He would at once have giv'n his Life for me, And Life and Wife had carried: but he lied;

373And loving only Life, has justly died.' And then came one who having clear'd his Throat

374With sanctimonious Sweetness in his Note Thus lisp'd — 'Behold I languish from the first

375With passionate and unrequited Thirst Of Love for more than any mortal Bird.

376Therefore have I withdrawn me from the Herd To pine in Solitude. But Thou at last

377Hast drawn a line across the dreary Past, And sure I am by Foretaste that the Wine

378I long'd for, and Thou tell'st of, shall be mine.' But he was sternly checkt. 'I tell thee this:

379Such Boast is no Assurance of such Bliss: Thou canst not even fill the sail of Prayer

380Unless from Him breathe that authentic Air That shall lift up the Curtain that divides

381His Lover from the Harim where He hides — And the Fulfilment of thy Vows must be,

382Not from thy Love for Him, but His for Thee.' The third night after Bajazyd had died,

383One saw him, in a dream, at his Bedside, And said, 'Thou Bajazyd? Tell me O Pyr,

384How fared it there with Munkar and Nakyr?' And Bajazyd replied, 'When from the Grave

385They met me rising, and "If Allah's slave" Ask'd me, "or collar'd with the Chain of Hell?"

386I said "Not I but God alone can tell: My Passion for his service were but fond

387Ambition had not He approved the Bond: Had He not round my neck the Collar thrown

388And told me in the Number of his own; And that He only knew. What signifies

389A hundred Years of Prayer if none replies?'" 'But,' said Another, 'then shall none the Seal

390Of Acceptation on his Forehead feel Ere the Grave yield them on the other Side

391Where all is settled?' But the Chief replied —

392'Enough for us to know that who is meet Shall enter, and with unreproved Feet,

393(Ev'n as he might upon the Waters walk) The Presence-room, and in the Presence talk

394With such unbridled Licence as shall seem To the Uninitiated to blaspheme.'

395Just as another Holy Spirit fled, The Skies above him burst into a Bed

396Of Angels looking down and singing clear 'Nightingale! Nightingale! thy Rose is here!'

397And yet, the Door wide open to that Bliss, As some hot Lover slights a scanty Kiss,

398The Saint cried All I sigh'd for come to thisl I who lifelong have struggled, Lord, to be

399Not of thy Angels one, but one with Thee!' Others were sure that all he said was true:

400They were extremely wicked, that they knew: And much they long'd to go at once — but some,

401They said, so unexpectedly had come Leaving their Nests half-built — in bad Repair —

402With Children in — Themselves about to pair — 'Might he not choose a better Season — nay,

403Better perhaps a Year or Two's Delay, Till all was settled, and themselves more stout

404And strong to carry their Repentance out — And then' —

405'And then, the same or like Excuse, With harden'd Heart and Resolution loose

406With dallying: and old Age itself engaged Still to shirk that which shirking we have aged:

407And so with Self-delusion, till, too late, Death upon all Repentance shuts the Gate;

408Or some fierce blow compels the Way to choose, And forced Repentance half its Virtue lose.'

409As of an aged Indian King they tell Who, when his Empire with his Army fell

410Under young Mahmud's Sword of Wrath, was sent At sunset to the Conqueror in his Tent;

411But, ere the old King's silver head could reach The Ground, was lifted up — with kindly Speech,

412And with so holy Mercy reassured, That, after due Persuasion, he abjured

413His idols, sate upon Mahmud's Divan, And took the Name and Faith of Musulman.

414But when the Night fell, in his Tent alone The poor old King was heard to weep and groan

415And smite his Bosom; which, when Mahmud knew, He went to him and said 'Lo, if Thou rue

416Thy lost Dominion, Thou shalt wear the Ring Of thrice as large a Realm.' But the dark King

417Still wept, and Ashes on his Forehead threw And cried 'Not for my Kingdom lost I rue:

418But thinking how at the Last Day, will stand The Prophet with The Volume in his Hand,

419And ask of me "How was't that, in thy Day Of Glory, Thou didst turn from Me and slay

420My People; but soon as thy Infidel Before my True Believers' Army fell

421Like Corn before the Reaper — thou didst own His Sword who scoutedst Me." Of seed so sown

422What profitable Harvest should be grown?' Then after cheering others who delay'd,

423Not of the Road but of Themselves afraid, The Tajidar the Troop of those address'd,

424Whose uncomplying Attitude confess'd Their Souls entangled in the old Deceit,

425And hankering still after forbidden Meat — 'O ye who so long feeding on the Husk

426Forgo the Fruit, and doting on the Dusk Of the false Dawn, are blinded to the True:

427That in the Maidan of this World pursue The Golden Ball which, driven to the Goal,

428Wins the World's Game but loses your own Soul: Or like to Children after Bubbles run

429That still elude your Fingers; or, if won, Burst in Derision at your Touch; all thin

430Glitter without, and empty Wind within. So as a prosperous Worldling on the Bed

431Of Death — "Behold, I am as one," he said, "Who all my Life long have been measuring Wind,

432And, dying, now leave even that behind" — This World's a Nest in which the Cockatrice

433Is warm'd and hatcht of Vanity and Vice: A false Bazaar whose Wares are all a lie,

434Or never worth the Price at which you buy: A many-headed Monster that, supplied

435The faster, faster is unsatisfied; So as one, hearing a rich Fool one day

436To God for yet one other Blessing pray, Bid him no longer bounteous Heaven tire

437For Life to feed, but Death to quench, the Fire. And what are all the Vanities and Wiles

438In which the false World decks herself and smiles To draw Men down into her harlot Lap?

439Lusts of the Flesh that Soul and Body sap, And, melting Soul down into carnal Lust,

440Ev'n that for which 'tis sacrificed disgust: Or Lust of worldly Glory — hollow more

441Than the Drum beaten at the Sultan's Door, And fluctuating with the Breath of Man

442As the Vain Banner flapping in the Van. And Lust of Gold — perhaps of Lusts the worst;

443The mis-created Idol most accurst That between Man and Him who made him stands:

444The Felon that with suicidal hands He sweats to dig and rescue from his Grave,

445And sets at large to make Himself its Slave. For lo, to what worse than oblivion gone

446Are some the cozening World most doted on. Pharaoh tried Glory: and his Chariots drown'd:

447Karun with all his Gold went underground: Down toppled Nembroth with his airy Stair:

448Schedad among his Roses lived — but where! 'And as the World upon her victims feeds

449So She herself goes down the Way she leads. For all her false allurements are the Threads

450The Spider from her Entrail spins, and spreads For Home and hunting-ground: And by and by

451Darts at due Signal on the tangled Fly, Seizes, dis-wings, and drains the Life, and leaves

452The swinging Carcase, and forthwith re- weaves Her Web: each Victim adding to the store

453Of poison'd Entrail to entangle more. And so She bloats in Glory: till one Day

454The Master of the House, passing that way, Perceives, and with one flourish of his Broom

455Of Web and Fly and Spider clears the Room. 'Behold, dropt through the Gate of Mortal Birth,

456The Knightly Soul alights from Heav'n on Earth; Begins his Race, but scarce the Saddle feels,

457When a foul Imp up from the distance steals, And, double as he will, about his Heels

458Closer and ever closer circling creeps, Then, half-invited, on the Saddle leaps,

459Clings round the Rider, and, once there, in vain The strongest strives to thrust him off again.

460In Childhood just peeps up the Blade of 111, That Youth to Lust rears, Fury, and Self-will:

461And, as Man cools to sensual Desire, Ambition catches with as fierce a Fire;

462Until Old Age sends him with one last Lust Of Gold, to keep it where he found — in Dust.

463Life at both ends so feeble and constrain'd How should that Imp of Sin be slain or chain'd?

464And woe to him who feeds the hateful Beast That of his Feeder makes an after-feast!

465We know the Wolf: by Strategem and Force Can hunt the Tiger down: but what Resource

466Against the Plague we heedless hatch within, Then, growing, pamper into full-blown Sin

467With the Soul's self: ev'n, as the wise man said, Feeding the very Devil with God's own Bread;

468Until the Lord his Largess misapplied Resent, and drive us wholly from his Side?

469For should the Greyhound whom a Sultan fed, And by a jewell'd String a-hunting led,

470Turned by the Way to gnaw some nasty Thing And snarl at Him who twitch'd the silken String,

471Would not his Lord soon weary of Dispute, And turn adrift the incorrigible Brute?

472'Nay, would one follow, and without a Chain, The only Master truly worth the Pain,

473One must beware lest, growing over-fond Of even Life's more consecrated Bond,

474We clog our Footsteps to the World beyond. Like that old Arab Chieftain, who confess'd

475His soul by two too Darling Things possess'd — That only Son of his: and that one Colt

476Descended from the Prophet's Thunderbolt. "And I might well bestow the last," he said,

477"On him who brought me Word the Boy was dead." And if so vain the glittering Fish we get,

478How doubly vain to dote upon the Net, Call'd Life, that draws them, patching up this thin

479Tissue of Breathing out and Breathing in, And so by husbanding each wretched Thread

480Spin out Death's very terror that we dread — For as the Raindrop from the sphere of God

481Dropt for a while into the Mortal Clod So little makes of its allotted Time

482Back to its Heav'n itself to re- sublime, That it but serves to saturate its Clay

483With Bitterness that will not pass away.' One day the Prophet on a River Bank,

484Dipping his Lips into the Channel, drank A Draught as sweet as Honey. Then there came

485One who an earthen Pitcher from the same Drew up, and drank: and after some short stay

486Under the Shadow, rose and went his Way. Leaving his earthen Bowl. In which, anew

487Thirsting, the Prophet from the River drew, And drank from: but the Water that came up

488Sweet from the Stream, drank bitter from the Cup. At which the Prophet in a still Surprise

489For Answer turning up to Heav'n his Eyes, The Vessel's Earthen Lips with Answer ran —

490'The Clay that I am made of once was Man, Who dying, and resolved into the same

491Obliterated Earth from which he came Was for the Potter dug, and chased in turn

492Through long Vicissitude of Bowl and Urn: But howsoever moulded, still the Pain

493Of that first mortal Anguish would retain, And cast, and re-cast, for a Thousand years

494Would turn the sweetest Water into Tears.' And after Death? — that, shirk it as we may,

495Will come, and with it bring its After-Day — For ev'n as Yusuf (when his Brotherhood

496Came up from Egypt to buy Corn, and stood Before their Brother in his lofty Place,

497Nor knew him, for a Veil before his Face) Struck on his Mystic Cup, which straightway then

498Rung out their Story to those guilty Ten: — Not to them only, but to every one;

499Whatever he have said and thought and done, Unburied with the Body shall fly up,

500And gather into Heav'n's inverted Cup, Which, stricken by God's Finger, shall tell all

501The Story whereby we must stand or fall. And though we walk this World as if behind

502There were no Judgement, or the Judge half-blind, Beware, for He with whom we have to do

503Outsees the Lynx, outlives the Phoenix too — So Sultan Mahmud, coming Face to Face

504With mightier numbrs of the swarthy Race, Vow'd that if God to him the battle gave,

505God's Dervish People all the Spoil should have. And God the Battle gave him; and the Fruit

506Of a great Conquest coming to compute, A Murmur through the Sultan's Army stirr'd

507Lest, ill committed to one hasty Word, The Shah should squander on an idle Brood

508What should be theirs who earn'd it with their Blood, Or go to fill the Coffers of the State.

509So Mahmud's Soul began to hesitate: Till looking round in Doubt from side to side

510A raving Zealot in the Press he spied, And call'd and had him brought before his Face,

511And, telling, bid him arbitrate the case. Who, having listen'd, said — 'The Thing is plain:

512If Thou and God should never have again To deal together, rob him of his share:

513But if perchance you should — why then Beware!' So spake the Tajidar: but Fear and Doubt

514Among the Birds in Whispers went about: Great was their Need: and Succour to be sought

515At any Risk: at any Ransom bought: But such a Monarch — greater than Mahmud

516The Great Himself! Why how should he be woo'd To listen to them? they too have come

517O So suddenly, and unprepared from home With any Gold, or Jewel, or rich Thing

518To carry with them to so great a King — Poor Creatures! with the old and carnal Blind,

519Spite of all said, so thick upon the Mind, Devising how they might ingratiate

520Access, as to some earthly Potentate. 'Let him that with this Monarch would engage

521Bring the Gold Dust of a long Pilgrimage: The Ruby of a bleeding Heart, whose Sighs

522Breathe more than Amber-incense as it dies; And while in naked Beggary he stands

523Hope for the Robe of Honour from his Hands.' And, as no gift this Sovereign receives

524Save the mere Soul and Self of him who gives, So let that Soul for other none Reward

525Look than the Presence of its Sovereign Lord.' And as his Hearers seem'd to estimate

526Their Scale of Glory from Mahmud the Great, A simple Story of the Sultan told

527How best a subject with his Shah made bold — One night Shah Mahmud who had been of late

528Somewhat distemper'd with Affairs of State Stroll'd through the Streets disguised, as wont to do —

529And, coming to the Baths, there on the Flue Saw the poor Fellow who the Furnace fed

530Sitting beside his Water-jug and Bread. Mahmud stept in — sat down — unask'd took up

531And tasted of the untasted Loaf and Cup, Saying within himself, 'Grudge but a bit,

532And, by the Lord, your Head shall pay for it!' So having rested, warm'd and satisfied

533Himself without a Word on either side, At last the wayward Sultan rose to go.

534And then at last his Host broke silence — 'So? — Art satisfied? Well, Brother, any Day

535Or Night, remember, when you come this Way And want a bit of Provender — why, you

536Are welcome, and if not — why, welcome too.' — The Sultan was so tickled with the whim

537Of this quaint Entertainment and of him Who offer'd it, that many a Night again

538Stoker and Shah forgather'd in that Vein — Till, the poor Fellow having stood the Test

539Of true Good-fellowship, Mahmud confess'd One Night the Sultan that had been his Guest:

540And in requital of the scanty Dole The Poor Man offer'd with so large a soul,

541Bid him ask any Largess that he would A Throne — if he would have it, so he should.

542The Poor Man kiss'd the Dust, and All,' said he, 'I ask is what and where I am to be;

543If but the Shah from time to time will come As now and see me in the lowly Home

544His presence makes a palace, and my own Poor Flue more royal than another's Throne.'

545So said the cheery Tale: and, as they heard, Again the Heart beneath the Feather stirr'd:

546Again forgot the Danger and the Woes Of the long Travel in its glorious Close: —

547'Here truly all was Poverty, Despair And miserable Banishment — but there

548That more than Mahmud, for no more than Prayer Who would restore them to their ancient Place,

549And round their Shoulders fling his Robe of Grace.' They clapp'd their Wings, on Fire to be assay'd

550And prove of what true Metal they were made, Although defaced, and wanting the true Ring

551And Superscription of their rightful King. 'The Road! The Road!' in countless voices cried

552The Host — 'The Road! and who shall be our Guide?' And they themselves 'The Tajidar!' replied:

553Yet to make doubly certain that the Voice Of Heav'n according with the People's Choice,

554Lots should be drawn; and He on whom should light Heav'n's Hand — they swore to follow him outright.

555This settled, and once more the Hubbub quell'd, Once more Suspense the Host in Silence held,

556While, Tribe by Tribe, the Birds their fortune drew; And Lo ! upon the Tajidar it flew.

557Then rising up again in wide and high Circumference of wings that mesh'd the sky

558'The Tajidar! The Tajidar!' they cry — 'The Tajidar! The Tajidar!' with Him

559Was Heav'n, and They would follow Life and Limb ! Then, once more fluttering to their Places down,

560Upon his Head they set the Royal Crown As Khalif of their Khalif so long lost,

561And Captain of his now repentant Host; And setting him on high, and Silence call'd,

562The Tajidar, in Pulpit-throne install'd, His Voice into a Trumpet-tongue so clear

563As all the winged Multitude should hear Raised, to proclaim the Order and Array

564Of March; which, many as it frighten'd — yea, The Heart of Multitudes at outset broke,

565Yet for due Preparation must be spoke. — A Road indeed that never Wing before

566Flew, nor Foot trod, nor Heart imagined — o'er Waterless Deserts — Waters where no Shore —

567Valleys comprising cloud-high Mountains: these Again their Valleys deeper than the Seas:

568Whose Dust all Adders, and whose vapour Fire: Where all once hostile Elements conspire

569To set the Soul against herself, and tear Courage to Terror — Hope into Despair,

570And Madness; Terrors, Trials, to make stray Or Stop where Death to wander or delay:

571Where when half dead with Famine, Toil, and Heat, 'Twas Death indeed to rest, or drink, or eat.

572A Road still waxing in Self-sacrifice As it went on: still ringing with the Cries

573And Groans of Those who had not yet prevail'd, And bleaching with the Bones of those who fail'd:

574Where, almost all withstood, perhaps to earn Nothing: and, earning, never to return. —

575And first the VALE OF SEARCH: an endless Maze, Branching into innumerable Ways

576All courting Entrance: but one right: and this Beset with Pitfall, Gulf, and Precipice,

577Where Dust is Embers, Air a fiery Sleet, Through which with blinded Eyes and bleeding Feet

578The Pilgrim stumbles, with Hyena's Howl Around, and hissing Snake, and deadly Ghoul,

579Whose Prey he falls if tempted but to droop, Or if to wander famish'd from the Troop

580For fruit that falls to ashes in the Hand, Water that reacht recedes into the Sand.

581The only word is 'Forward!' Guide in sight, After him, swerving neither left nor right,

582Thyself for thine own Victual by Day, At night thine own Self s Caravanserai.

583Till suddenly, perhaps when most subdued And desperate, the Heart shall be renew'd

584When deep in utter Darkness, by one Gleam Of Glory from the far remote Harim,

585That, with a scarcely conscious Shock of Change, Shall light the Pilgrim toward the Mountain Range

586Of KNOWLEDGE: where, if stronger and more pure The Light and Air, yet harder to endure;

587And if, perhaps, the Footing more secure, Harder to keep up with a nimble Guide,

588Less from lost Road than insufficient Stride — Yet tempted still by false Shows from the Track,

589And by false Voices call'd aside or back, Which echo from the Bosom, as if won

590The Journey's End when only just begun, And not a Mountain Peak with Toil attain'd

591But shows a top yet higher to be gain'd. Wherefore still Forward, Forward! Love that fired

592Thee first to search, by Search so re-inspired As that the Spirit shall the carnal Load

593Burn up, and double wing Thee on the Road; That wert thou knocking at the very Door

594Of Heav'n, thou still would'st cry for More, More, More! Till loom in sight Kaf s Mountain Peak ashroud

595In Mist — uncertain yet Mountain or Cloud, But where the Pilgrim 'gins to hear the Tide

596Of that one Sea in which the Sev'n subside; And not the Sev'n Seas only: but the sev'n

597And self-enfolded Spheres of Earth and Heav'n — Yea, the Two Worlds, that now as Pictures sleep

598Upon its Surface — but when once the Deep From its long Slumber 'gins to heave and sway —

599Under the Tempest shall be swept away With all their Phases and Phenomena:

600Not senseless Matter only, but combined With Life in all Varieties of Kind;

601Yea, ev'n the abstract Forms that Space and Time Men call, and Weal and Woe, Virtue and Crime,

602And all the several Creeds like those who fell Before them, Musulman and Infidel

603Shall from the Face of Being melt away, Cancell'd and swept as Dreams before the Day.

604So hast thou seen the Astrologer prepare His mystic Table smooth of sand, and there

605Inscribe his mystic figures, Square, and Trine, Circle and Pentagram, and heavenly Sign

606Of Star and Planet: from whose Set and Rise, Meeting and Difference, he prophesies;

607And, having done it, with his Finger clean Obliterates as never they had been.

608Such is when reacht the Table Land of One And Wonder: blazing with so fierce a Sun

609Of Unity that blinds while it reveals The Universe that to a Point congeals,

610So, stunn'd with utter Revelation, reels The Pilgrim, when that Double- seeming House,

611Against whose Beams he long had chafed his Brows, Crumbles and cracks before that Sea, whose near

612And nearer Voice now overwhelms his Ear. Till blinded, deafen'd, madden 'd, drunk with doubt

613Of all within Himself as all without, Nay, whether a Without there be, or not,

614Or a Within that doubts: and if, then what? — Ev'n so shall the bewilder'd Pilgrim seem

615When nearest waking deepliest in Dream, And darkest next to Dawn; and lost what had

616When All is found: and just when sane quite Mad — As one that having found the Key once more

617Returns, and Lo! he cannot find the Door He stumbles over — So the Pilgrim stands

618A moment on the Threshold — with raised Hands Calls to the eternal Saki for one Draught

619Of Light from the One Essence: which when quaff d, He plunges headlong in: and all is well

620With him who never more returns to tell. Such being then the Race and such the Goal,

621Judge if you must not Body both and Soul With Meditation, Watch and Fast prepare.

622For he that wastes his body to a Hair Shall seize the Locks of Truth: and He that prays

623Good Angels in their Ministry waylays: And the Midnightly Watcher in the Folds

624Of his own Darkness God Almighty holds. He that would prosper here must from him strip

625The World, and take the Dervish Gown and Scrip: And as he goes must gather from all Sides

626Irrelevant Ambitions, Lusts and Prides, Glory and Gold, and sensual Desire,

627Whereof to build the fundamental Pyre Of Self-annihilation: and cast in

628All old Relations and Regards of Kin And Country: and, the Pile with this perplext

629World platform'd, from the Fables of the Next Raise it tow'rd Culmination, with the torn

630Rags and Integuments of Creeds out-worn; And top the giddy Summit with the Scroll

631Of Reason that in dingy Smoke shall roll Over the true Self-sacrifice of Soul:

632(For such a Prayer was his — 'O God, do Thou With all my Wealth in the other World endow

633My Friends: and with my Wealth in this my Foes, Till bankrupt in thy Riches I repose!')

634Then, all the Pile completed of the Pelf Of either World — at last throw on Thyself,

635And with the torch of Self-negation fire; And ever as the Flames rise high and higher,

636With Cries of agonising Glory still All of that Self 'burn up that burn up will,

637Leaving the Phoenix that no Fire can slay To spring from its own Ashes kindled — nay,

638Itself an inextinguishable Spark Of Being, now beneath Earth-ashes dark,

639Transcending these, at last Itself transcends And with the One Eternal Essence blends.

640The Moths had long been exiled from the Flame They worship: so to solemn Council came,

641And voted One of them by Lot be sent To find their Idol. One was chosen: went.

642And after a long Circuit in sheer Gloom, Seeing, he thought, the TAPER in a Room

643Flew back at once to say so. But the chief Of Mothistan slighted so slight Belief,

644And sent another Messenger, who flew Up to the House, in at the window, through

645The Flame itself; and back the Message brings, With yet no sign of Conflict on his wings.

646Then went a Third, and spurr'd with true Desire, Plunging at once into the sacred Fire,

647Folded his Wings within, till he became One Colour and one Substance with the Flame.

648He only knew the Flame who in it burn'd; And only He could tell who ne'er to tell return'd.

649After declaring what of this declared Must be, that all who went should be prepared,

650From his high Station ceased the Tajidar — And lo ! the Terrors that, when told afar,

651Seem'd but as Shadows of a Noonday Sun, Now that the talkt-of Thing was to be done,

652Lengthening into those of closing Day Strode into utter Darkness: and Dismay

653Like Night on the husht Sea of Feathers lay, Late so elate — 'So terrible a Track!

654Endless — or, ending, never to come back! — Never to Country, Family, or Friend!' —

655In sooth no easy Bow for Birds to bend! — Even while he spoke, how many Wings and Crests

656Had slunk away to distant Woods and Nests; Others again in Preparation spent

657What little Strength they had, and never went: And others, after preparation due —

658When up the Veil of that first Valley drew From whose waste Wilderness of Darkness blew

659A Sarsar, whether edged of Flames or Snows, That through from Root to Tip their Feathers froze —

660Up went a Multitude that overhead A moment darken'd, then on all sides fled,

661Dwindling the World- assembled Caravan To less than half the Number that began.

662Of those who fled not, some in Dread and Doubt Sat without stirring: others who set out

663With frothy Force, or stupidly resign'd, Before a League, flew off or fell behind.

664And howsoever the more Brave and Strong In Courage, Wing, or Wisdom push'd along,

665Yet League by League the Road was thicklier spread By the fast falling Foliage of the Dead:

666Some spent with Travel over Wave and Ground; Scorcht, frozen, dead for Drought, or drinking drown'd.

667Famisht, or poison'd with the Food when found: By Weariness, or Hunger, or Affright

668Seduced to stop or stray, become the Bite Of Tiger howling round or hissing Snake,

669Or Crocodile that eyed them from the Lake: Or raving Mad, or in despair Self-slain:

670Or slaying one another for a Grain: — Till of the mighty Host that fledged the Dome

671Of Heav'n and Floor of Earth on leaving Home, A Handful reach'd and scrambled up the Knees

672Of Kaf whose Feet dip in the Seven Seas; And of the few that up his Forest- sides

673Of Light and Darkness where The Presence hides, But Thirty — thirty desperate draggled Things,

674Half-dead, with scarce a Feather on their Wings, Stunn'd, blinded, deafen'd with the Crash and Craze

675Of Rock and Sea collapsing in a Blaze That struck the Sun to Cinder — fell upon

676The Threshold of the Everlasting One, With but enough of Life in each to cry,

677On THAT which all absorb'd— And suddenly

678Forth flash'd a winged Harbinger of Flame And Tongue of Fire, and 'Who?' and 'Whence they came?'

679And Why?' demanded. And the Tajidar For all the Thirty answer'd him — We are

680Those Fractions of the Sum of Being, far Dis- spent and foul disfigured, that once more

681Strike for Admission at the Treasury Door.' To whom the Angel answer'd — 'Know ye not

682That He you seek recks little who or what Of Quantity and Kind — himself the Fount

683Of Being Universal needs no Count Of all the Drops o'erflowing from his Urn,

684In what Degree they issue or return?' Then cried the Spokesman, 'Be it even so:

685Let us but see the Fount from which we flow, And, seeing, lose Ourselves therein!' and, Lo!

686Before the Word was utter'd, or the Tongue Of Fire replied, or Portal open flung.

687They were within — they were before the Throne, Before the Majesty that sat thereon,

688But wrapt in so insufferable a Blaze Of Glory as beat down their baffled Gaze.

689Which, downward dropping, fell upon a Scroll That, Lightning-like, flash'd back on each the whole

690Past half-forgotten Story of his Soul: Like that which Yusuf in his Glory gave

691His Brethren as some Writing he would have Interpreted; and at a Glance, behold

692Their own Indenture for their Brother sold! And so with these poor Thirty: who, abasht

693In Memory all laid bare and Conscience lasht, By full Confession and Self-loathing flung

694The Rags of carnal Self that round them clung; And, their old selves self-knowledged and self-loathed,

695And in the Soul's Integrity re-clothed, Once more they ventured from the Dust to raise

696Their Eyes — up to the Throne — into the Blaze, And in the Centre of the Glory there

697Beheld the Figure of — Themselves — as 'twere Transfigured — looking to Themselves, beheld

698The Figure on the Throne en-miracled, Until their Eyes themselves and That between

699Did hesitate which Seer was, which Seen; They That, That They: Another, yet the Same:

700Dividual, yet One: from whom there came A Voice of awful Answer, scarce discern'd

701From which to Aspiration whose return'd They scarcely knew; as when some Man apart

702Answers aloud the Question in his Heart — 'The Sun of my Perfection is a Glass

703Wherein from Seeing into Being pass All who, reflecting as reflected see

704Themselves in Me, and Me in Them: not Me, But all of Me that a contracted Eye

705Is comprehensive of Infinity: Nor yet Themselves: no Selves, but of The All

706Fractions, from which they split and whither fall. As Water lifted from the Deep, again

707Falls back in individual Drops of Rain Then melts into the Universal Main.

708All you have been, and seen, and done, and thought, Not You but /, have seen and been and wrought:

709I was the Sin that from Myself rebell'd: I the Remorse that tow'rd Myself compell'd:

710I was the Tajidar who led the Track: I was the little Briar that pull'd you back:

711Sin and Contrition — Retribution owed, And cancell'd — Pilgrim, Pilgrimage, and Road,

712Was but Myself toward Myself: and Your Arrival but Myself at my own Door:

713Who in your Fraction of Myself behold Myself within the Mirror Myself hold

714To see Myself in, and each part of Me That sees himself, though drown'd, shall ever see.

715Come you lost Atoms to your Centre draw, And be the Eternal Mirror that you saw:

716Rays that have wander'd into Darkness wide Return, and back into your Sun subside.' —

717This was the Parliament of Birds: and this The Story of the Host who went amiss,

718And of the Few that better Upshot found; Which being now recounted, Lo, the Ground

719Of Speech fails underfoot: But this to tell — Their Road is thine — Follow — and Fare thee well.